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Full Moon in Sagittarius|May 2018|Emerging Fully On Your Unique Path | TRUST Your SELF | Sacred Revolution

We were enchanted by the New Moon in Sagittarius 6 months ago, which, was the perfect reassuring oracle that exclaimed that you can dream and you are promised to live your dreams. You were told that you can go within and pull from your highest dreams and desires and prepare to receive your wishes from the universal genie in 6 months. The New Moon in Sagittarius was preparation of the wonderment of what was possible. Now the Full Moon in Sagittarius is shining a light on the freedom that is before you and the magical life that is there for the taking. This is not an energy you can possess because it can be here today and gone tomorrow. Meaning, jump on the horse now. I have a feeling if you don’t grab a hold of the opportunities now you will regret not trusting your higher intelligence. Sagittarius is grounded to the earth and high in intelligence at the same time. This energy is like a unicorn galloping and asking you to hop on his back so that you can be whisked off on your one-of-a-kind journey.

centaur sagittariusDo you see the adventure before you?  Have you met eyes with the unicorn or the centaur? Have you decided to hop on his back and go forth on the firefly path? When you jump on a Unicorns back you are no longer in control of your journey. You are dealing with a highly sensitive wild spirited elder being who Trust. Unicorns represent feral innocent energy, purity, and high intelligence.  Centaurs are bestial creatures that hunt and are known for their rowdiness. The next 6 months will be about you following your wild passions into freedom no matter what the peril. Some people will view you as rowdy but your intentions are like the unicorn to be pure, to be purely you. You have never been in this space before with the unique opportunity to live the way you want and even in ways you didn’t know you want. You will be surprised by the support you have by your guardian angels, guides, and archangels. Don’t forget to call on your spiritual team whenever you want. They are are always there fore you. Sagittarius has a unique pure connection with higher consciousness. Luck is on your side, destiny is at your feet, and dharma crowns your head. Let gratitude be on your lips and take on your new responsibilities with joy! You have been lamenting your past decisions, behaviors, and feeling unsure of whether or not you can trust yourself in the here and now.  You don’t have to worry about any of that NOW. You are free to wipe your slate clean, you are forgiven because you have been given the grace of New Beginnings to shine the spot light on your wildest dreams. You don’t have to  feel guilty or unworthy because in more ways than one you have worked through divine grace. You have been immersed in cancer full moons for months now. You have purged your emotions and let go your past. Instead of doubting yourself and the universe, celebrate yourself and the wonderful path of self-love.

Bonus Reading: Crystal Mandala Oracle | Black Obsidian & Goddess Kali

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You are definitely being kicked out of the nest. Kali is coming to destroy whatever is left of anything that is not working and whatever may is still lingering around that is a part of of your sacred revolution. You may feel out of control of this life change and you will be out of control but you are protected and the Universe is on your side. Stay grounded like the Black Obsidian to your true roots that are connected down from your root chakra into to our Earth Mother Gaia. Spend time with nature and sacrifice some fruit to a tree to show your gratitude. Stay in a space of gratitude as this change occurs and you will keep your energy high no matter what these changes may bring. 

Libra Full Moon | Becoming a Feminine Vessel

I wasn’t expecting to be inspired to write anything. I have been practicing ordinary connection to my body. I have a tendency to over use my mental-psychic gifts. I also need to heal my wound to focus on meeting goals. So I am willing to not work on anything and lay around and just BE even though that stresses my out, aka, it puts me face to face with my wound. My intuition is cracking her gentle nurturing whip on this point with me. So I have no expectations or goals for writing this. I am just going to express myself for the sake of expressing myself. The more I do this, the more I am present, and in tune not with my goals but with essence and loosening my assemblage points, heavy burdens, & misery. I am moving in and out of work. Like a beautiful lanky winding dance. I imagine myself belly dancing in the full moon light for my enjoyment. My rags are flowing, my eyes are open towards the moon & stars, and my silhouette is enveloped in the full moon light. That is when something hypnotic takes over me and my movements become meaningful, full of magical lilu energy. A lot of who I am is for no reason to the non-enchanted. To the naked eye my life has no meaning. Appeasing this perception has been my wound to heal lately, that perspective that I’m not living  up to my potential because I wasn’t born to have goals. My purpose to live. Live and be an example of what its like when you allow and accept. Its a really simple life with a wide range of experiences. But sometimes I get caught up in making goals and I choke the life and meaning out of my life.

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This Full Moon in Libra, which is my birth moon has allowed me to see the beauty and purpose in my personal essence. The non-control of the feminine receptivity vessel is an entity and world unto itself and that is what I am, what I have, and what I give. I listen. This listening becomes a mystical experience. Listening becomes absorption of the essence of nature and what your eyes can see becomes a sensation. A sharing happens and a relationship with life holistic ensues. There is a natural healing in the wind blowing through the green-yellow leaves on trees. If you listen you from your window pane you may hear a story of open-ness, allowance, acceptance of what is, and the willingness to let it all fall away when it’s over. Listening without needing to respond is the secret of feminine creation. You don’t have to stress out to make anything happen. You can listen, breathe and absorb the healing gifts, ride the waves that have always been all around you. Libra Full Moon has reached me and touched my spirit and has deadened my resistance to simple rest and enjoyment of the dew drops that I love so much that lay on top of glass blades in the morning. My sensitivity to life is my life. I share it with all of you. Peace to you and Silim (meaning: ‘health to you’ in ancient Akkadian-Sumerian  language)

Virgo Full Moon|Chakra Tarot Reading |Perfecting Your Development | Aligning Your Chakras | Pit Stop

For this reading I pulled Tarot Cards and Runes for each Chakra. I asked spirit simply to show us how to align our chakras. The Virgo Full Moon is a great time to take detailed action to nurture ourselves and find the 0 point of neutrality for the betterment of not only ourselves but humanity.  For you own personal readings go https://ayaofthedawn.com/awakening-light-box/

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1 |Root Chakra | The Star XVII | Rune Magic Berkano |Red

Magic can happen within a twinkling of an eye, if you blink you might miss it. You have been planting the right seeds and pulling out the right weeds for months and maybe even years. NOW, right now is the time for an extraordinary transformation and a departure from surviving, procrastination, and low self-esteem to creative inspirational living. When you are inspired by divine energy you will have an abundance to energy to share with the world and those you love. The healing of your root chakra has helped you to develop into a compassionate God/Goddess. You have achieved Self-forgiveness and now you are ready to share your many gifts with the world. Literally out with the old in with the new, next, now. You may have uncomfortable stuck past life issues that are family related that may be too stubborn to just go away.

Meditation Recommendation:  Your Divine Inner Child knows your talents and how far they can take you. Lay on your back and place your hand on your pelvic region and imagine your inner divine mother/father loving your inner divine child from before birth, infancy, toddler, adolescent, teenager, and young adult. Watch this child’s gifts develop. See your Inner Divine Mother guide this blessed child into the heavenly gates of creative/business fulfillment and having it all. Family, Love, Career, Happiness, Healing, and Hope! Focus on the positive growth you are seeing in your life. The seed is sprouting and the shell will fall off naturally.

2 |Sacral Chakra | Vision Quest (Hanged Man) XII |Rune Magic Sowilo | Orange

It is time for you to take the time you need to take to  sift through your life and keep the fish and throw away the bones. Keep the values and beliefs that truly still hold meaning to you. For you are being called to higher level of Self-responsibility.  Clear out past stale energy, be aware of what and who penetrates your space, and start going on those morning jogs. You are being led by your guides to higher level of self-mastery. It is the next common sense step to initiation. Self-understanding may mean a change in morals, values, and interest. Where you may have been into esoteric studies you may not have been into the discipline of transformation. This is a whole new way of living. Finding the foods that fuel you and bring you enjoyment can be a challenge. Studying sexual ritual and understanding the meaning behind the power that you wield in the universe is a new responsibility. And it is a task that you can and must handle. You are going through a test of your will.  It is healthy to achieve fulfillment and you will go on an adventure to find the highest energetic expression of your pleasure.

Daily Ritual Suggestion: Make yourself a calendar according your biorhythms and moon cyclesand make it a daily habit to pay attention to how you feel after you eat, how much sleep you are getting, what exercises your body likes the most, what you watch on television and how it affects you. Make adjustments accordingly

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3.Solar Plexus | Ace of Air |Rune Magic Kenaz | Yellow

The truth of who you are. Searching around in the dark for who you are and finding your innermost truth. It is clear to you who you are, what you want and where you are going. You have been a great student super studious and attentive to your lessons. You have been through many trials of weighing decisions because its been a past pattern to force yourself to please others, not wanting to hurt others feelings and now you are standing firm in your yes and your no. Now you will be rewarded with newfound clarity of what is good, what is useful, and what is needed. If you are still struggling with these issues it is only a  matter of time before you say Eureka! I don’t care about what others think about me, I am going to live my best life.

Ritual Practice | Be Decisive. Throw things away. Only keep what really holds meaning and inspiration to you.

 

4| The Heart | Two of Earth| Rune Magic Wunjo |Green

Your heart is full of Hope, Joy, Expectancy, Prosperity, and Good Luck. In order for your heart chakra to stay open and aligned roll with the punches.  Joy is not promised to you everyday. Change is the only thing that is consistent. One day you are on top of the world and the next day it’s the others turn to receive their 10’s across the board. Stay open and available for success and failure.  Success and Failure are both your divine teachers and all is the Goddess. Joy

5 |The Throat | Four of Air | Rune Magic Thurisaz | Blue

The tarot card and the rune are telling opposite messages to one another. The 4 of Air is saying that the conflict you are experiencing  will take a turn for the best if you play a passive role and give it a rest. Take on a ‘this too shall pass’ attitude. The Thurisaz Rune is telling you to take a stand, stand your ground, and even fight if it comes to blows.  Whatever the experience be true to yourself. It is ok to stand up for yourself, what you believe in and your boundaries. I love this message. It is wise to use discernment when there is conflict because how you use your power of communication is situational. Not all situations call for the same response. The goal of whatever responses you have in life is to make sure you are experiencing movement towards ascension and highest Self.

 

6 |Third Eye Chakra|The Medicine Man|Rune Magic | Purple

Your Vision is Crystal Clear and you are empowered from within and this because soon you will be blessed by your ancestral spiritual /physical inheritance. Your power is not going to come from force of will but by BEING. Your power is in your essence and this is a part of your inheritance. Its swell of energy that your ancestral line has worked really hard to attain. And you are the focal point of that power. You are in a space that you are willing to help humanity, your community, and your family within the gifts that are given to you by the Goddess. Relax into your BEING & ESSENCE. By Being you will allow the inheritance of your ancestors to materialize in the realm of your existence. This could be physical material possession like homes and land or it could be substantial spiritual gifts. Your ancestors have created a dharma that is all honed in on you at this time.

7 | Crown Chakra | The Three of Fire (R) | Rune Magic Blank | White

You may think that the more effort you put into the your spiritual walk the more rewards you will receive. Like saying a million hail Mary’s to get into heaven. Or spending your life like Mother Theresa being a Marty for the the poor in spirit  and neglecting your own personal needs. To that point Mother Theresa admitted on her death bed that she wished she would have enjoyed her life more and gave herself some pleasure and enjoyment. Fate & the Great Mysteries are at play with you and conspiring with and for your highest and best forward movement towards your calling, mission, love, & fulfillment. So you don’t have to work so hard. You can allow life to support you and wait on the right time, right person, and right ideas to come to you.  You are medium for the mystery to flow with, come to, and be with. The more simple you make your life the easier enlightenment can reveal itself to you. Because its there for you NOW. It always has been NOW and that is the great mystery.

 

 

 

How Do you as a Highly Sensitive Person Protect Your Aura/Energy/Close up Holes?| Stay On Your Path

Having a plan for your life and sticking to it no matter who comes along, what they say, how they make you feel, whether the feelings are pleasurable or stressful can be a huge challenge for HSP’s.  Highly Sensitive Person’s are perfect candidates for charming predators who are great at first impressions. Everyone that we get our lines crossed with isn’t a predator but it may be the programming that gets played out for a lot of Sensitives. If you peel back the tough exterior of a HSP you could find a past that is full of emotional insecurity, self-image distortions, and a deep need for intimate connection that people may confuse with “neediness,” “easiness,” “gullible,” and a need to please. You may be this way because the feeling of your attention is deeply caring to others, people get addicted to the loving detail and the high quality of energetic joy you add to their lives. Add to the fact that you are a genius, talented, multi-faceted, ancient and self-aware at a young age and you have recipe for people in your childhood being insidiously afraid of letting you go. You were never loved in the deep way that you deserve. You are in search for a love that is safe, grounded, authentic, and unconditional. Dear heart you deserve all of this and more. Because I know how powerful your awareness is I am bringing to your attention a flaw for your empowerment.  You can become mesmerized when someone reciprocates your love even if they do not share your life purpose, path, truth, and willingness to live in-tune and in-touch with Spirit.  When u let go of your path you become susceptible to negative self talk and then negative outside talk. Why? You may not be aware of this but what you want to do, you actually need to do. Think gotta do.

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Many Highly Intelligent Sensitive Beings have been brainwashed and bamboozled into believing that our innovative whimsical dreams are nonsensical and optional. You have to do what you were born to do. There is a evolutionary built in mechanism inside of you set up by the divine computer, (a good example is how birds know to migrate). Your intuition is hooked up the Great Mother computer, when not listened to, or obeyed, the voice of the goddess goes from being a soft and gentle nudge, synchronicity, signs, birds landing on your shoulder, the wind blowing just for you to your intuition becoming a part of your shadow self in a ball of discomfort curled up and forced to be a violent stress ball of a headache, backache, negative self talk, addictions, co-dependency, anorexia, bulimia, bipolar, neurosis and dark grotesque spiral of distortions too long to list here.  All of this could and has happened because we don’t trust, we dont know, and we don’t believe that our path is important. So we allow ourselves to get off track for our very real deep intimacy needs that never got met as a child. But my love these needs are allowed to be met while you stay on your path. Never again do you have to enter into covenant with those who would have you to choose either or, and if you find yourself thinking either or . . . run!  Why? Because your dreams are important, a must, not optional, not a hobby, not up for discussion, debate, ridicule, to be picked on, or sold out. You are here to make the world a better place by just being you. There is love on that path, Spirit Promises You. Your inheritance will be the Earth. The Meek Shall Inherit the Earth . . . rainbow2

When you become certain that you, your dreams, your goals, your gifts, your passions, and your path are important enough to stick with regardless of who stays, who goes, who compliments you, or who disses & dismisses you, your auric field will begin to close down and will cease to be open field for any and everyone that would like to summon you for your time, life force energy, attention, touch, care, talents, gifts, and dreams. Get more and more specific everyday. Ask of your guardian angels, higher self, intuition to keep you on the right track everyday in thought, attitude, and conversation with other people. It works. Anytime I remember to do this it absolutely works. If you are apprehensive about having to interact with people that are known to put you in a space that may send you spiraling into questioning your True Self & Path. Tell your Guardian Angel:

I am moving closer and closer towards my Highest Good Every Moment

I keep my energy High

I ask that my mission, energy, thoughts, feelings, interactions stay High, at a inspirational vibrancy rate the thoughts, and energy coming from others that does not have this intent is not allowed to penetrate into disturbance of my peace 

If you would like to know the name and attributes of your guardian angel click on this link. https://ayaofthedawn.com/awakening-light-box/  Scroll down the page to the Guardian Angel Reading. Peace to you All.

Cancer & Capricorn Axis |Cultivating an Intimacy With The Earthy Soulful You

These planetary transits have helped me empathize with Capricornus people. I have been thinking about my Narci-mother a lot. She is a Capricorn Sun conj. South Node. I have been seeing that Capricorn is about forward movement, block out all emotions and get to work. Lets get to the end result. Her motto was always suck it up and move on. There is no room for emotional evaluation. Needs are secondary to the goal and task at hand to get to the goal. That is why during these transits a lot of us are being called to put our past emotional issues to the side and get to work, or allow the universe to work things out for you when it comes to your issues. It’s a feeling that you will miss out on something if you don’t move forward. But you cannot do your best work if you do not feel good.

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Exhaustion! How can one work so long without the heavenly rewards of emotional fulfillment. Not I said the water sign, quack quack!  The Capricorn stellium (Pluto, Sun, Venus, Saturn, & Mercury) transit with the  New Moon in Capricorn on the 16th is pushing forward like a locomotive even if your energy is dried to the bone and that also being your emotional well.  In my spiritual counselling sessions since the beginning of the year I have been hearing all of your cries about this issue. We are all experiencing a huge growth spurt. The growth spurt is bidding farewell the ego and relying upon spirit in greater and greater amounts. Getting comfortable with The Goddess sittinng in the seat of her thrown in our personal and collective consciousness. The Ego is super uncomfortable with this notion. The back lash from the ego is real. And this where the lessons begin. Mother Nature is like . . . Class is in session.  On top of that you have Mars conjunct Jupiter in Scorpio sextiling Capricorn and that makes you feel like if you can’t keep up something is wrong with you. Mars and Saturn are both very egoic planets at home in their respective signs.  Jupiter is asking you to expand upon the truest parts of your will. You are being pushed to do what you truly want to do and show the world your shining glory.

Cancer and Capricorn |#IntimacyWork

Cancer and Capricorn work super well together if Capricorn isn’t a dominating bully and Cancer takes responsibility for their emotional well-being. Both Cancer and Capricorn are aware that life takes work. Capricorn is all about the type of work that reaps rewards of the physical harvest. Cancer understands the hard work of cultivating an intimate caring relationship within the self and outward with others. When these two signs are healthy there are no two better types of people to have in your corner. With these planetary transits you are being asked to transform and deepen your intimate sensuous relationship within, so that, it radiates outward as a soulful expression of who you really are and what you represent.  The personal becomes the impersonal. It’s the 4th house/10 house axis of the nurturing of the seat of your soul, your home, which can represent your body, and the business of presenting yourself to the world from within your own soulful psychic infrastructure.  Nurturing and honing in on your desires to be nurtured and nourished. Creating an intimate world where your desires are manifested through the way you move your hands to touch the world around you. Feeling how gentle/harsh is your touch. Allowing your awareness to be placed on the subtle, the present experience becomes your nourishing point. Your space of quiet sensuous attention becomes an erotic zone of pleasure, a threshold of delight, that you share with those you trust. Its the magic of eating a muffin baked by someone who puts love in every inch of their cooking love ritual. The joy is in that muffin. Even if that muffin is full of sugar it is better for you to eat than the muffin that is fat-free and cooked in a staunch environment.  This is all about loving yourself and letting your self be with yourself. Being comfortable in your skin when you are alone. Letting that inner child enjoy a bag of hot fries and dancing to your favorite twerk music naked and cleaning up the house. Whatever floats your cosmic bodies boat. The end result is that you will feel self-fulfilled enough to also tell yourself yes, I can nurture myself all the way through the process of working towards my big goals in life. No need to be team #burntout. Go back and forth between Capricorn and Cancer.

A lot of us are starting from scratch. We don’t know this kind of love. It is unfamiliar. So the lessons seem harsh and the ending seems far. While others of us are deepening this amazing everlasting bond between body and soul. So I am going to give you a list of fun dates to have with yourself. The lesson I have l learned in self-love is that if you are consistent your self-love will win.

  • Whenever you feel overwhelmed, wrap yourself in a big blanket, get your favorite foods, get your teddy bear, watch some Netflix and chill
  • Relax,warm bath with candles, some music, and essential oils, bubble bath, bath bombs, I often leave the showering running as well, while I’m soaking in the tub, it creates the best feeling
  • Have an actual date night with yourself, flowers, wine, use wine glasses, candle light, cook yourself what you really want to taste
  • Private time. Don’t do anything work related, don’t post anything, don’t do any marketing, just stop, spend time with yourself without sharing on social media, if you have a great idea keep private, don’t post it on social media.
  • Dance. Twerk. Belly Dance. It doesn’t matter if you are trained. The body just like to be free from thought. If you feel silly or stupid or insane you are doing it right, especially if you start laughing
  • Be naked, and forget you are naked and go outside and get the mail, (that’s a personal fear of mine)
  • Sexually fantasize about whatever and who ever you want
  • Make a first step to do something you have been thinking about for a long time
  • Make a calendar of  your plans for a week – month
  • Whatever you are doing right now, let that be enough
  • Go to the metaphysical store look around and touch stuff and see what calls out to you, either get it, or make note of it
  • Sing at the top your lungs
  • Call a friend and talk about bullshit
  • See yourself as sacred and don’t take yourself too seriously at the same time. Because you are both earthly and heavenly
  • Use your meditation time to dance
  • Feel into your kundalina
  • massage yourself with beautiful enriching oil
  • Give yourself hand reflexology
  • Keep track of the Moon Transits
  • Draw, sit under a tree and draw what you see, draw a still life in your home
  • Paint
  • Get a Tarot Reading!

I love you guys! Peace.

Super Full Moon Cancer |Sweet and Soft Deep Care| Romance in the Air | Self Love | Deep Healing | Erotic Love |January 2 & 3

I’ve been feeling so deeply into my wounds for the past few days. The issues that have come up is the healing of my right to take care of myself inside and out to completion.  Like many people who have been healing from parental narcissistic abuse self-care is hard work for us folks. What comes so naturally for people who have had good enough parents may not come as natural to HSP’s who are learning to be grown ups and care for themselves.

Today on the actual full moon it feels like a celebration! A celebration of not hiding shame any longer. We cannot allow our past hurt to keep us from moving on with our lives. Gently move forward, no need to push and shove. Deep care is about being specific about what it is you need to feel loved, comforted, and present. This Cancer energy luckily for us is here to assist us in cleaning out older stale pain that needs some extra TLC. Love on your pain, don’t allow your pain to push you around and don’t resist the pain. This is how remain stuck. Instead, speak gently to your pain as though you were speaking to a 3 year old who comes to you crying.

On Caner days the air is moist and emotions may be heavy protect your lungs because you cancer rules the chest so take it easy on yourself. You may also feel extra creative. Singing, dancing and painting would be great to gently move through the energy. You may be in the feels  crying, singing, and laughing while cleaning the house. Cancer rules the home as well.  Today is great day to listen to sensuous emotional music that moves your soul. Cancer is private so you may not be in the mood to share this with anyone else. Its okay if its between you and the Goddess.

Some of us are being called to a higher level of commitment to erotic self love. Eroticism is about paying attention to subtle details. Isn’t sexy when your lover notices the quirks and then points them out. Or remembers something small that you mentioned and does it with ease out of love and care.  Be your own lover. What does it for you? What makes you feel sexy inside. You don’t have to wait for a particular person to draw a bath with petals, essential oils, a glass of wine, with candles, and lingerie. Self-pleasure can you bring a depth of emotions that allows for you to flow with more self-confidence, sincerity, and higher levels of emotionally charged energy that invites you to manifest your highest desires.

Ritual – Get in Touch with Deepest Desires | From Pain to Joy!

Be gentle with yourself my love. Be soft. Take care of your sensitivities and allow yourself to cry and have your emotions today. You can do a love ritual that will help transform any stuck energies up until the 7th. For this ritual it is all about your feelings. So I can’t tell you what flowers and essential to use. Use whatever you desire. But I am going to use Rose petals. If I could surround myself with dozen of roses I would. I need dimly lit atmosphere. Soft lighting. Candles are great. You may want to play some music. Definitely a basin of water either for a bath or to wash your hands in with the flowers/ essential oil/ herbs. I want you to feel your sadness, shame, and any other deep emotions that you have been holding on to for a long time and gently guide those emotions through music, lighting, soft touch, nakedness/lingerie. I want you to lift your spirits to higher heights and allow yourself to feel into your deepest desires. Inside your disappointments, hurts, regrets and let downs is your deepest desires. Inside your deepest sorrow is your joy! A lot of times our uncomfortable emotions feel left out in the cold. Like the child that never gets picked on to play on the play ground. If you can allow your darkness to dance, sing, and play you will transform your whole existence. Every part of you wants to be included in life, felt, heard, appreciated, and expressed.

 

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Ace of Water from Vision Quest Tarot

Fertility | emotional overflowing | love | fulfillment | happiness | gratitude |connection to the very source of being

Inner Message:

The source of life is so juicy, it fertilizes everything. Since you are no longer intent on being paralyzed by fears of separation, you are ready to get in touch with the life-spring inside you.  Simply fall into the inner juicyness that wells up on its own accord, as you will notice from now on. Allow all feelings to arise and dissolve. No judging them! Feel them completely, without struggling to avoid or cling to them. Then there will be harmony within and without.

Outward manifestation:

Your feelings can flow much more freely now and consequently change your life-style. By openly showing what you feel, you ‘speak’ the magic words that open countless doors. To admit your true feelings is to permit the exchange of the love that everyone longs for. Your task is to keep the channels open so this nourishing energy can flow. Just as the chalice filled with life-juice will never be drained, a steady stream of loving power flows through you  – a never ending stream of vital energy.

Wedding – The Romance Angels Oracle Deck

Renew your hearts willingness to love. Whether you are in a relationship or not . . . Love.

New Moon in Sagittarius |Reflections and Adventures |A Tale of Two Hurricanes | My Journey Through the Caribbean

This year has sent a lot of us literally running for our lives. Fires, earthquakes, volcanoes, and hurricanes. I personally experienced the latter. I was living in the Virgin Islands having the adventure of my 30’s. In my 20’s I ran away with my twin flame to Venice Beach to do a martial arts movie and sell art, I become a walking bohemian. It ended roughly, my ego was bruised and I went back home with tail between my legs. It created a new fire and spark in me to create my life on my own terms and never depend upon another to do anything, to go anywhere, or to have an adventure. I set out to create a Self that was autonomous and willing to go at life alone. In July I embarked on a bold and courageous journey to move to the islands as a single woman not knowing anyone and never having even visited first. I had my wits, my common sense, my strength, my guts, and my spirit guides. I learned to ask my Guardian Angels to Support me to choose everything in my life. With no other compass I had to rely on spirit intensely for the first time in my life. And they never steered my wrong and my faith grew to epic proportions. I even looked around and found myself . . . get this, Happy. Then something out of a horror flick crept itself into my still ignorant false sense of security. With just the announcement of a possible Hurricane Irma that would hit St. Thomas sent me into a fight, flight, or freeze mode. I was anxious, fearful, and dry crying because It wasn’t a certainty until it was a few hours away whether Irma was going to hit us directly. The island is tiny, at at only 32 square miles. After it hit and I was safe my security was still shaken. Nothing was the same and nothing would ever be. I was changed forever. I saw myself using a machete to get through the jungle that blocked our drive way and passage to the homes of my bunk mates that had completely demolished. My community that was already close knit became ever closer on the island with nightly pot luck dinners with conversations about looters coming into our ritzy community and how prepared everyone was to fight and even kill anyone coming to loot. I am a black woman that was surrounded by my Caucasian brothers and sisters and I felt like they were talking about killing my people. I felt so torn. Even more torn about whether or not I should stay. It became like Lord of the Flies, who was going to be sacrificed or who was willing to sacrifice themselves for the good of the group. Was I going to stay and help on the long trek to rebuild the community or was I going to leave with the hopes that I could recover my online businesses, get peaceful sleep, take showers, have electricity, and not worry about food supply. I decided to leave and had to face some of my closes allies and friends looking at me as if I were betraying our pact of loyalty. So I headed to San Juan and less than a week had passed and I was faced with the same turmoil from Hurricane Maria, except, I knew no one beyond my Airbnb host and I only speak up to spanish III’s worth of spanish.  The shelter I was in was wet, and lots of glass windows and doors had been shattered, our diet consisted of ham & cheese sandwiches for breakfast and lunch and rice and spam at night. But, hey! I survived! I made onto a humanitarian flight that paid for my on-boarding and connection flights back to Atlanta. My initiation was just beginning.

I know for sure without a doubt that spirit is the most important, everything is a symbol in connection to spirit, it can and will all be swept away if ever mother-nature knows we need the lesson. Coming back to Atlanta I feel like a grateful princess warrior. Without a dime to my name just seeing green trees outside is a luxury. Hurricanes snap all trees in half, scalp every piece of green off of everything rooted into the ground, and even the sky heaves after the hurricane has left. My soul was aghast and I all I could do was be in awe of the Great Mother. That is how I plan to continue into 2018. Happy New Year!